Thursday, August 2, 2012

tomorrow will be a better day

Where should I start? The gap between my posts is getting bigger and bigger. I have not been so inspired to write, my camera has been out of the battery for a while. Sometimes I wonder, what happen to me? The thoughts makes me a little sad.

Like many people, the reason or excuse is I was very busy. I choose to return to the corporate world, a world I was once very familiar but decided to leave it behind for the reason I will never regret. Now I am back, the corporate world has not changed but I have...

Today has been a long day, and not so good day. I came home exhausted. I sat inside of my car for a while after I pulled into the drive way, I wanted to clear my mind, I wanted to leave all those thoughts behind before I enter home. 

When I opened the door, Nea has just been bathed, she rushed to the stairs, naked little self, shouted with excitment: Mama, Mama, Mama is home!! Grandma was running behind her, try to tell her to put her clothes on first and don't fall down from the stairs. 

Landon ran to me and told me his breaking news in a sad face, his beloved red angry bird's tail was broken and he has been waiting for me to put a 'tape' on it, and daddy said mummy would do a better job in putting that kind of 'tape'.

After both kids went to the bed, I took out my sewing box, it has been a long time since I last sewed, Antti and I sat on the sofa, I vented to him what happened to me today while fixing the stuffed bird. He is so calm, rational and loving as he always is. 

Here I am home, with my family, my love. Thank you for being here for me, thank you for reminding me what's matters in life...